im writing this souly to have a peace of mind before i go to bed. first and foremost, i miss you, but after looking back on my blog and the on and off fights we had…i think i’m the only one left ever fighting. i just want these feelings of pain to go away i want to drown myself in other things in my life and just completely dilute you out. i need a distration another boy? i’m trying its not easy but i guess it never is. i know i’ll be ok . one day i’ll look bad and this wont even matter this pain? its not real…i dont love you and i think that in a way makes things easier for me to move on. i did the right things i am a good person a great person actually im sorry you never really saw eye to eye with who i really am because i have so much to offer the world so much love and passion so much beauty that you may never see but its not for you to see. i’m closing my eyes tonight in peace. in hope for tomorrow god can shine new light on my mind and my thoughts. good night

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If people refuse to look at you in a new light and they can only see you for what you were, only see you for the mistakes you’ve made, if they don’t realize that you are not your mistakes, then they have to go.

Steve Maraboli (via anamarithza)

(via justtasmalltownndreammer)

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I’d rather feel the pain of running than the pain you make my heart feel

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endegame:

Put coconut oil in your hair, exercise, take hot showers, massage lotion into your skin, eat food that makes you feel good, stretch, lay around in bed, and listen music that makes you feel happy. Just do you.

(via coffee-and-control)

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